Time to stop day-dreaming and go to the extreme...

OK now...today's Japanese lesson is pretty ok.Newly learned the 'nai' form...pretty straightforward.I'll revise it on Sunday...tml must pract C++ by hook or by crook...ok back to the lesson.From her attite....she's from Pioneer Junior College and in the netball team.Quite normal for a athletic gal...netball to them is like soccer to us...just like it for some reason or another.And...

I decided halfway during the lesson that I must increase my training from 3 times per week to typical bodybuilder style.6 times a week.That's the intensive type.I don't think grabbing answers to "show off" my Japanese vocab is going to grab anyone's attention...so I'll go to Plan C.The straightforward Plan B of approaching her isn't somethng I can do naturally...so let' s see how having defined body parts help...besides I feel like a girl now.No sexist comments...just feel that we as men must not and cannot live with such undefined bodies.It's a little...disgusting to look at.Yeah I might sound a little ego and proud but...that''s how I feel.

I'll compensate today's exercise with one right in the middle of the night.Not having enough time is bullshi* excuse.There's always enough time.7pm or 1 am...most important is must exercise...