Presentation today...not bad.Teacher commented my confidence and fluent speech.Oh yes...that's the thing I didn't even prepare at all.It's...see picture and then straight away talk...not bad...hope everything goes well...

Today Japanese class...I have no idea what am I doing...despite knowing the answers I just can't think fast enough...then I realise how pathetic I am.Instead of using her presense as a stimulant like steriods...I am totally dependent on her presense to even perform at all...this isn't good...time to control myself...this is going to destroy my work attitude...I'll refrain from going Friendster for 2 weeks...break off the only connection...

DOES IT HELP TO LIE TO MYSELF???