Ok I admit.Maybe my sudden interest in Morning Musume isn't as simple as being introduced to a new artiste.There's more to it.Let's see ...

It's like 3 years ago when I first saw Ueto Aya in Azumi.It's more than adoring and idolizing her but not beyond lust.Can't bear to think of anything sexual about that artiste.

3 years later and I get the same kind of meaning from a female pop group that I really don't keep to date till now???After all I only listened to Morning Musume's 1st gen and 2nd gen back then ...

Which makes me think.Why the various feelings towards various artistes of various ages and various genres???Time to compile some facts about this ...

1)Namie Amuro , Hamasaki Ayumi (<= 10 years older)
--> Queens of Pop.I don't follow them that much but nonetheless there's occasional updates on them.

2)Koda Kumi , Yuna Ito , Suzuki Ami (<= 6 years older)
--> Purchasing any of their retail releases are always considered.Updates on them are quite frequent.Either daily or twice every day.

3)Ueto Aya , Morning Musume「current generation」, Mano Erina ( 4 , 5 years plus minus)
--> Official sites checked daily.Fan forums checked daily.Celebrity blogs(if any) checked daily.Collection of PVs , variety show cuts with them almost a must to have.

4)°C-ute's Mai Hagiwara ( <= 6 years younger)
--> Almost not followed at all ...

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm .............

Maybe because one can substitute the need to find a girlfriend when he goes fan-crazy over an artiste that's around his age?

What does that mean anyway?Does it even make sense?

Or is it thanks to the vast amounts of Japanese celebrity blogs and variety shows having different idols every week that's causing it?

U know .... the more you get the more you demand ... and so the more exposure you get towards your idol the more u demand ...

Gosh that sounds wrong.Heading the wrong way anyway.

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Why am I thinking about all these?

Might as well enjoy life the way it is.

自由人 <--> Free-spirited person

Do things at one's pace at one's timing!!!