A turn of events...from the bad to the better...but it will not last long...

The fourth day had arrived and I am beginning to see the light outside of Ueto Aya's "world" again.I never felt so relaxed and comfortable before.Maybe It's due to the fact that I am facing the reality sooner than expected...which gives me more time to concentrate on more important stuff than to rot my life looking at Aya from such a long distance away...from videos and dramas.Don't get me wrong fans of Aya-chan!I am still a fan of hers and will always be...but I am going to use her as my source of motivation to excel in my work in the future life.

I tried to "put" her into my first test of motivation-long distance running.Due to a long time not working out,my body feels so weak when I ran a week ago.I could only manage to complete 1km in like 5 mins!!!That's is my record time for the worst timing I got for 1km.But yesterday's running took a complete turnover.I managed to run 3km non-stop in 15mins.No doubt I was very exhausted in the midst of the run.My body told me to give up.I almost yielded to it when my ming told me otherwise"You must not give up!Aya is supporting you somewhere in the world!You give up now,it means that she does not mean anything in your heart!"This fueled me with anger.I didn't want to end anything as the loser.With her in mind,I ran.I could feel my body heatiing up but I didn't bother."At least die with no regrets.I finished the race without letting Aya down."I kept chanting "gam-pa-te!!!gam-pa-te!!!(keep on going!) to myself,thinking it was Aya who was telling me that.And I managed to finish.I felt real tired after the run but a sense of satisfaction and achievement blew over my face.I realised then how powerful one's source of motivation can help one push themselves beyond the limit.

I then decided to start learning on Japanese.No more flipping though of the Kanji dictionary and translating the names of generals from the Warring States in Japan.I am bent in looking it now.With Aya as the motivation,I believe I will not fail.I am approaching my mum,hoping that she can enrol me into a Japanese language school.Give me your support.Thanks!!!

To end off agin...more pictures of Aya-chan.But I'll add a photo of Sanada Yukimura as well.Some readers might be curious about why my blog's name is Sanada Yukimura when all i talk about is Ueto Aya!So two on Aya and one on Yukimura.Bye!!!