Losing hope...

Today's schooling is scary...got 8 hr straight marathon...very fun...no break in between...

Today Japanese class...not bad...first lesson after so long...but today's one a bit weird...the class's top student Joyce...sick yet she still came...lacking that scary aura today but still powerful nonetheless...sick still come...that's why she can be that good...the undying interest...

Today lesson not so natural...teacher ask question I sometimes wait...wait for ans even though I know them...some only lah...

Wait 1 sec............

Wait 2 secs............

Wait 3 secs............

By that time the teacher also answer already...today don't have competitiveness to push me to that higher limit...

But seeing her after 2 weeks is refreshing.Calming...but then teacher go remind us that next week is the last lesson b4 the test...and oh yes I forgot to say my speech.Haha!!!Actually it's because she went out quickly and Joyce was sick...so totally wrong time to say anything...and somemore she's calling someone...who can you call in such a time?Who knows...maybe I am jumping into wrong idea...

Actually now...I felt like giving up.I mean...the thread's long and thin and there's a fire burning it...so what chance is there for the thread to stay intact???Who knows...next week's the last lesson...no more delay...say anything or not only got next week to decide...after that I'll have all the time in the world to reflect on next week's stuff...wah love is a bitter bitter game...