This should be probably the last blog entry ... well at least about my private life.After 215 posts I finally decide that blogging is cool,but doesn't fit the "private diary" description.So it's old school time.Take a book and name it and write an entry every once in a while.Yea Yea it's so "old-fashioned" but who cares.Since it works I don't really bother too much about how old it is.How can you write private stuff about yourself on an Internet webpage and still expect it to be "private"?

Qn:What is your goal in life?
My Ans:No idea.

Yea that's about how low I had became now.An aimless guy with no goals in life.Then what about bodybuilding?Yes there's a goal.Yes there's consistency(let's not talk about last time,pretty much scares me what I'm doing back then) but there's no drive.Nothing to push me on.Once I completed my required reps for each exercise I'll stop.

That's pretty much a wrong way to do bodybuilding.Like many past champions in Dorian Yates,Lee Haney ... they believe in one line."Why stop before you reach counterproductivity?"There's no reason to stop on a specific number of reps when your muscles still can take a beating,and even more so when you're trying to gain muscle.

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And that's where I erred.There's no competition with anyone.There's no co-operation with anyone.When I lose form while lifting weights,whose's gonna spot me and tell me that?No one.My heart isn't on bodybuilding.I have no dreams to spend my life in a gym everyday of the week,every week of the year(it's just to make the phrase,so don't tell me about the off-season thingy).And speaking of passion,yes that's probably what I need to renew myself on.

Our time on this planet called Earth is temporary.It's no good to just live life and wait for our hourglass to finish flowing.Like it or not,besides all the joy in learning,falling in love(I think insects and animals will fall in love if their lifespan can be half as long as ours,and not rush to mating) etc,the one goal we want to achieve in life is to be remembered for decades and millenniums to come.That's why we seek education.The act to perfect oneself in a particular area.Work grants us the required experience.Add these two together and you'll be one step closer to know almost anything within that particular area.And of course a step closer to performing tasks so great that people will remember your name at the mention of "that area".

Funny that I even spend time to think about such pointless and "widely-known" stuff,but as you spend more time letting your minds flow and less on games/work,you'll probe deeper into many many stuff u knew but just vaguely.

Well it's about time to stop writing.No idea why I wrote this but who thinks about what to write on their blog.Guess it's more time spent on my new book a.k.a .... errr not too sure.Haven't started on it.

Take care everyone and follow your hearts.Life is too short to regret your decisions.You wouldn't carry all the knowledge you gain now to your next life(if you believe in reincarnation) so why bother?Spend time with a pure heart and soul.

One second regretting over something is one second of infinite possible things to do wasted.

/bye