20th September ... so that makes 74 more days ...

Almost like counting down to an apocalypse that'll destroy the whole of mankind.Or countdown till an ICBM hits your country.

In one way that's true ... yet it's not that way as well ...

J-Pop, to be healthy enough everyday to do weight-lifting, family n friends are pretty much all the things that's supporting me mentally and emotionally right now.

Awaiting an imminent event that'll no doubt cripple,if not crumble, one pillar of my "emotional support" has about the same impact as those catastrophic events listed above.

As much as I believe in God ... I resent God for this untimely event.A countdown so sudden and so short.

But I trust God to give us the strength to guide us though difficult times.And I trust God to guide us though our life-road according to what we are genetically built for. a.k.a tapping into our undiscovered talent.

Koharu's still young.Not even 18 anyway.Sounds selfish of me, but I hope she don't live the entertainment industry for good.

Hey a man can hope!