As expected ... I didn't even concentrate during my Japanese lesson earlier on.There's like a war going in me.You know those kind of feelings.You feel like doing something about an issue but you have no power nor authority to affect it.So anger and sorrow just muster and accumulate in your heart and you just feel like breaking random stuff.

The last date for Momosu's current concert ends at 6th December,which is on the day of my JLPT2 examination.Just a coincidence?Probably.But Ima make it a special date...

I WILL AND MUST PASS THE JLPT2 EXAMINATION NOT FOR MYSELF , BUT FOR HOPE THAT KOHARU WILL HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE AHEAD.

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Hello!Online forums are filled with condolences and slightly angry messages regarding about Koharu's imminent graduation.No fan post gloating over this "good news of his most hated Momosu member graduating" as of yet, which is good.

Just ordered Morning Musume's next single "Kimagure Princess" , Koharu's 4th PB "Sugar Doll" and her DVD "Jump".It adds up to somewhere around 150 dollars but tbh ... this is probably the 1st and only time I'll pre-order Hello Project's products.

People don't know the true value of something till they lose it forever.

Still it's about 75 more days before Koharu officially "graduates" from Morning Musume and Hello Project.

Rather than sulking about the imminent ... let's enjoy every performance she gives us from now on till she leaves.

After all that's Kusumi Koharu's farewell gift to all of us fans/wotas.