It was decided that at the end of Morning Musume's current Fall concert "Nine Smiles" , that 7th gen member Kusumi Koharu(久住小春) will graduate not only from Momosu, but from Up!Front Works as well.So that means by the time Koharu graduates ... she won't be signed to any company.

Koharu was the idol who brought me close to Momosu like around July,when promotions for their previous single "Nanchatte Renai(なんちゃって恋愛) was going on.So after 2 months ... it was decided that she'll graduate out totally.This is almost the same case as when I started to listen to Michael Jackson's music back in April 2009 and then ... he suddenly passed away 2 months later.Numbers are the same as well.2 months in and ... "disaster" strikes.

I only knew this from Hello!Online forums like 15 mins ago.And I got to leave for Japanese lessons in a bit.Talk about a nice way to sit though a lesson,half-hearted and dejected ............

The concert'll end in about 2 and a half months from now so ... she'll graduate before the end of 2009.Into where I dunno.No one knows except her and her family.She might not appear in the entertainment industy anymore or she might have already signed a contract with a modelling/music company.No one knows for now.

A "curse" on me to have things that are "valuable" to me vanished just when I'm starting to get hyped over them?

Still everything happens for a reason.I just hope that God had timed this event for a better future for Koharu.

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Feels like someone just killed your friend in front of you and you can do nothing to stop it.

Emotional support just ... gone ... like that.

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On one side I'm just annoyed,mad,sorrowful,speechless that Koharu is graduating.

On another hand I'm anxious to see the reactions from the other Momosu members on the last day of their Fall tour.Since the current nine had been together without any additions or subtractions for 2 years and counting ... the bond's gonna be one of a kind in the history of Morning Musume.

Life's a bitch if you take everything too seriously.

God ....

Pls look over Koharu and bless her with a bright future whatever she choose.

God speed.